a lot of uncertainties.. which is whyy till now, my troops remain unmoved.. NO action taken.. Seeing is not believing.. Feelings complicated.. tried to avoid it.. but can't escape from it.. Tried to accept Some___ else.. but mind still can't forget.. werid urh.. Everything seem so real, everything is fated, but we have nt taken any actions.. What are i afraid of? what am i worrying about? nobody to confide to now.. but i still got 1 person wit me.. sch is e onli motivation for me right now.. Now i begin to realise 1 thing.. though we r frans for yrs, but our thinking, and dreams are totally different.. feel so insignificant.. but wit others, i can feel my prescence.. Anyway, i have break e "wall" around me.. beginning to make more new frans which i refuse to do it in e past.. wat's interesting is that my fran actually thought i know e person for veri long, in actual fact, i just got to know e person! hahaha.. it's quite fun being wit my class ppl, coz most of e time i will be e 1 disturbing them! hahaha.. even the elites are disturb by me.. sense of achievement! HAHAHA.. recently activites are so packed that i hardly can rest at all.. it's like i have been out everyday, my bro always say this to me" a, u back le ar? time to check in!" kao.. nt i wan everyday go out ma, so many ppl booking LMAO.. Lastly, to someone ( i know u don have much frans, u can come and confide to me anytime =) , cheer up! becoz i have become optimistic person till so many ppl can stand me!) <3 my frans.. =)
A New Life